Hollow Heart

I've been trying to get in the habit of asking people for things I wouldn't normally ask anyone. Asking for their friendship or how I wish our friendship was.

This weekend was really hard for me. Nothing hurts more than watching people you care about fall away from you. I feel like someone ripped my heart out.

I've never noticed this so much before because I was so wrapped up in my own shit and not really living. It fucking hurts. It sucks.

Maybe I need to do a better job of asking people for things.